"It seems you don't know what to do,So let me choose for yaCuz I don't wanna loseWho I'm Tom Cruise over..." -- Lucius McCall
Love is crazy...do I NEED to elaborate?
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
CrAzY iN lOvE
Quote it!
"WE are what WE'VE been waiting for!" -- Obama (for president)
Change- We Can Believe In
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Perez Hilton
I'm not a hater...actually far from it. But I dislike when people get what I WANT!
Very much!
Like this guy, Perez Hilton...
I envy him.
Know why?
He freaking has a tv show on the air- after being discovered by his blog talking about celebs- and all he does is interview 'divas'!
Do I want to do what he does?
Heck no.
But I envy him because he's so happy doing what he wants to do...
He loves celebs, shoot- he made a blog about them, and now he has
his own show interviewing them!
He loves it- you can tell!
And they love him!
It's amazing...
I already told ya'll what I'd LOVE to do...
Don't know how I would go about making that work though...at all.
It just seems like it comes so easy to some people...
He's blessed.
and quite entertaining...lol. I was hooked to the show.
But damn him to hell!
I define success as getting what you want by doing what you want.
Getting paid to write would be my success...
Will I be successful?
We'll just have to see...
big up to the successful, though...enjoy yourseves!
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Black Widow
As I sat in my room and procrastinated, watching Flavor of love and being disgusted- as usual, I saw something small moving very fast on the wall behind the TV.I jumped up quick, and headed over to kill it because I don't do bugs.
Especially bugs in V-town...haha. noooo.
The roaches down here are like citizens...word on me. They're as big as humans, and they walk around like they own the city. They fly too....
ugh.
Anyway, as I got closer I realized it was a spider. A tiny black spider.
I'm deathly scared of spiders...like, just looking at the pic above makes my skin crawl. If you want to see me scream like a girl, throw a tarantula at me or something. That'd just be evil, and I'd have no choice but to kill you, but you'd get your terrified scream out of me...haha.
This spider was special though- it had a red thing on it...
It was all black, with a stripe of red.
A black widow.
I froze for a second then I thought...'hey- it's wither her, or me.' lol
I'm not for killing bugs. I believe they're here for a reason, and they don't bother you unless they feel you bother them.
But once a bug is inside the house, I think you either kill it, or put it outside.
In this instance, I was not about to play with a black widow in order to get it outside.
SO I grabbed a shoe, and killed it.
But what if I never saw the spider?
What if I never killed it?
What if I went to sleep, and it crawled on me and bit me?
I'd be dead in days...
God is good, and I'm blessed...
God bless you.
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Unaffordable
Went to Wal-Mart yesterday...
Me and the crew were buying some supplies for the dinner we were cooking- Curry chicken and rice. Yum. lol
As I'm in Wal, I remember that she- yeah, her- wanted the Chrisette Michele CD sooo bad. I knew if we were in a relationship again, or at least on normal talking terms, that she's have it already. But ever since we've been done, I've just been chilling, holding myself back from that venue- going out of my way like i ALWAYS would.
This time I wouldn't be going out of my way, so I didn't think it mattered...
I needed batteries, so as I was grabbing some I started to look at the CDs...thinking about the smile she may give me as I surprise her.
Then a friend of mine told me that I couldn't afford it.
I didn't think twice- I walked away.
Then once again at check-out, I see some CDs, and one sticks out.
Chrisette's beautiful face...
I pick it up, and look at the back of the CD...witness all the great ((understatement)) music that was on the CD- most of it I've heard before.
$10
Not bad at all- especially considering how GOOD her music was.
Then onse again, a friend jokingly said "You can't afford it."
I mean, I could afford it, but it wasn't a neccesity- which is what I'm only trying to buy these days seeing that I don't have a steady income in college...
But it didn't matter...when you're heart's held hostage, nothing's ever an issue to make the holder smile...
Nothing.
Lucius= Living Proof, baby.
I was about to buy it, and then I thought deeper into it- as always.
Could I really afford this?
Could my heart afford this?
I could buy it, give it to her, see her smile
- then when would I hear from her again?
She doesn't want to be with me, so why should she be blessed with the things that come with? Just cuz I WANT to do it?
Cuz I really do...
That'd be stupid of me...very atupid of me...
And when it comes to my heart...I can't afford it.
A smile would be reciprocation enough, but would I even get that??
Would she get the idea that I'm going to be here forever- whenever she want's for something, but won't give me anything in return but sadness?
My heart can't afford it.
I screwed up my face and returned the CD to it's holder...
I think I'm learning...
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Me and the crew were buying some supplies for the dinner we were cooking- Curry chicken and rice. Yum. lol
As I'm in Wal, I remember that she- yeah, her- wanted the Chrisette Michele CD sooo bad. I knew if we were in a relationship again, or at least on normal talking terms, that she's have it already. But ever since we've been done, I've just been chilling, holding myself back from that venue- going out of my way like i ALWAYS would.
This time I wouldn't be going out of my way, so I didn't think it mattered...
I needed batteries, so as I was grabbing some I started to look at the CDs...thinking about the smile she may give me as I surprise her.
Then a friend of mine told me that I couldn't afford it.
I didn't think twice- I walked away.
Then once again at check-out, I see some CDs, and one sticks out.
Chrisette's beautiful face...
I pick it up, and look at the back of the CD...witness all the great ((understatement)) music that was on the CD- most of it I've heard before.
$10
Not bad at all- especially considering how GOOD her music was.
Then onse again, a friend jokingly said "You can't afford it."
I mean, I could afford it, but it wasn't a neccesity- which is what I'm only trying to buy these days seeing that I don't have a steady income in college...
But it didn't matter...when you're heart's held hostage, nothing's ever an issue to make the holder smile...
Nothing.
Lucius= Living Proof, baby.
I was about to buy it, and then I thought deeper into it- as always.
Could I really afford this?
Could my heart afford this?
I could buy it, give it to her, see her smile
- then when would I hear from her again?
She doesn't want to be with me, so why should she be blessed with the things that come with? Just cuz I WANT to do it?
Cuz I really do...
That'd be stupid of me...very atupid of me...
And when it comes to my heart...I can't afford it.
A smile would be reciprocation enough, but would I even get that??
Would she get the idea that I'm going to be here forever- whenever she want's for something, but won't give me anything in return but sadness?
My heart can't afford it.
I screwed up my face and returned the CD to it's holder...
I think I'm learning...
Peace & Blessings
Lu
Friday, February 22, 2008
Radiation
Yeah...got alot on my mind...
know I need to get it out on paper...
on print...
like this...uh
Allow me to vent some heat- call me a radiator
I only fight with words- literature's gladiator
Some say I’m mean, I try not to be
- it’s not my nature
Excuse my slouch, I got a sore back
- all due to traitors.
So now I watch who I let on deck of this ship Relation
I’m quick to cut a jerk off
- masturbation.
Instead of turning my back, I try to turn a cheek
- like to be humble, but I’m not too fond of the word humility.
I let down all my pride, but they don’t do the same for me
- thoughts of backsliding- but I refuse, somebody pray for me,
cause I hate to be humiliated,
but I try my best to take it
apologies are too belated,
you’re clearly not educated
- on the laws of respect,
but keep trying me, cuz I promise that
what you reap is what you get
- and what you see aint always what you get…
cuz words are maybes…
but it’s the deeds that make things definite.
I send shots that are way over your head
- something like Uncle Murder
I heard you want beef...
well, welcome to Mondo Burger!
Hatas say fuck Lu, got me losing NO sleep
they throw the middle finger, I throw peace... (hahaha)
Bellies yellow from letting cats throw their pee (pee-on!)
I show respect, then they throw it on me…damn
But to them, you can surely kiss where there's horseshoe printing
- for the slow scrubs, I’m talking bout the back of my True Religions.
Get it- but money will never, ever be my new religion
This bread's hard to come by, so i'm through feeding pigeons
You give her motivation, so don’t be mad when your chick end up missing
We kissing
In the location you gave us with her reasons
Sometimes I wonder if I’m focused on the wrong things
small things
Big picture, yet my eyes just focus on a dab of paint?
The pic I paint
- full of sorrow, every other week full of pain
all this rain,
but none of this dirt is washed away
- all of this love, but none of the hurt is washed away
it’s only God that keeps my life from being lost- due to rage.
But we know I’m too blessed to be stressed
And you are too,
but you let it get the best of you, and act brand new
succumb to the masses, the majority of asses
think you're something big, but actually- you're just a small package
These cats are wrapped up in themselves,
it’s like they're folded up (dig?)
I want to knock down their pillars
- the things that hold em up.
the pills, the high, the drinks, the pride, then replace with positivity
And I'm not perfect, but I do me perfectly
know I need to get it out on paper...
on print...
like this...uh
Allow me to vent some heat- call me a radiator
I only fight with words- literature's gladiator
Some say I’m mean, I try not to be
- it’s not my nature
Excuse my slouch, I got a sore back
- all due to traitors.
So now I watch who I let on deck of this ship Relation
I’m quick to cut a jerk off
- masturbation.
Instead of turning my back, I try to turn a cheek
- like to be humble, but I’m not too fond of the word humility.
I let down all my pride, but they don’t do the same for me
- thoughts of backsliding- but I refuse, somebody pray for me,
cause I hate to be humiliated,
but I try my best to take it
apologies are too belated,
you’re clearly not educated
- on the laws of respect,
but keep trying me, cuz I promise that
what you reap is what you get
- and what you see aint always what you get…
cuz words are maybes…
but it’s the deeds that make things definite.
I send shots that are way over your head
- something like Uncle Murder
I heard you want beef...
well, welcome to Mondo Burger!
Hatas say fuck Lu, got me losing NO sleep
they throw the middle finger, I throw peace... (hahaha)
Bellies yellow from letting cats throw their pee (pee-on!)
I show respect, then they throw it on me…damn
But to them, you can surely kiss where there's horseshoe printing
- for the slow scrubs, I’m talking bout the back of my True Religions.
Get it- but money will never, ever be my new religion
This bread's hard to come by, so i'm through feeding pigeons
You give her motivation, so don’t be mad when your chick end up missing
We kissing
In the location you gave us with her reasons
Sometimes I wonder if I’m focused on the wrong things
small things
Big picture, yet my eyes just focus on a dab of paint?
The pic I paint
- full of sorrow, every other week full of pain
all this rain,
but none of this dirt is washed away
- all of this love, but none of the hurt is washed away
it’s only God that keeps my life from being lost- due to rage.
But we know I’m too blessed to be stressed
And you are too,
but you let it get the best of you, and act brand new
succumb to the masses, the majority of asses
think you're something big, but actually- you're just a small package
These cats are wrapped up in themselves,
it’s like they're folded up (dig?)
I want to knock down their pillars
- the things that hold em up.
the pills, the high, the drinks, the pride, then replace with positivity
And I'm not perfect, but I do me perfectly
She fit my puzzle, and I do mean perfectly,
but I'm done with love for a while
- it keeps hurting me.
Love, I don't know if I was chasing she, or if she were chasing me
the running got us so confused, it just seemed that she was racing me
But I’m dead tired of running, the tennis shoes are off
After a massage, I’ll slide my feet in some slippers
made by Louis Vuitton... (i wish)
uh..
Love, I don't know if I was chasing she, or if she were chasing me
the running got us so confused, it just seemed that she was racing me
But I’m dead tired of running, the tennis shoes are off
After a massage, I’ll slide my feet in some slippers
made by Louis Vuitton... (i wish)
uh..
This may go over alot of your heads...
it's more than you think it is
gotta read it, and read it, again, again...
but I know you won't read it again, again...
so you'll never get an explanation
-just had to vent.
had ish on my mind, man...you can take it how you want- ask me for an explanation before ASSuming...digg it like a shovel, baby.
yeah
yeah
Still a ghostwriter for ghostwriters
Please...
get in touch
Peace & Blessings
Lu
get in touch
Peace & Blessings
Lu
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