Thursday, March 27, 2008

NO BITCHASSNESS



And people want to know why I respect Diddy...?
Check this out...
1) He can't rap...he get's paid for it
2) He can't sing...he get's paid for it
3) He can't dance...he get's paid for it
4) He can't act...he get's paid for it
5) His cologne is not that great...he get's paid for it
6) His clothes are NOT that hot- at least I don't wear them, never will...he get's paid for it
7) MOST of his acts DON'T make it...he get's paid for it!
8) Last but not least, he says some stupid made up word on television, and it becomes a phenomenon!!!
And he doesn't stop there- he sells cheap looking plain T-shirts for $30 a pop
- and people are buying it!!
WTF?!
He's about his $$CHI-CHING$$! -- And he get's it!
He gets paid to do what the hell he wants to, and he doesn't care what you, me, she, or he thinks.
Oh yeah, I guess the fact that he dated J.Lo is another reason...but we won't get into that. lol

This, ladies and gentlemen, is why I respect Puffy, Puff Daddy, P. Diddy, whatever you wanna call him.

Peace & Blessings
Lu

Relationships & Trust



Being bored one day, watching Cash Camp video, I came across the series of videos made by their producer- who has also produced the beat to 'That Gud', among other hot tracks of last year.

He attracted me because I found it funny that he looked so young- like maybe 12, and then when he opened his mouth, his voice made him sound like a grown man! hahahaha...

But anyway, his series was entertaining for a little bit, and then I came across this video titled 'Relationships & Trust'.

I watched it with a reluctant eye, and then gave him an open ear when I realized that we thought alike, and it seemed that he was pulling thoughts straight from my mind- around the words 'nigga', and 'hoe'...etc.

Listen to him...he speaks the real- that make you feel. No need to elaborate...it's all in the video.

Peace & Blessings
Lu

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

The Break Up {Part 4}

Silence…
Silence…
Silence…
“See, ma…this is what I’m used to…
you let me say whatever, but you can’t respond, boo boo?”
Silence…
A sob...
Silence…
“You know what, forget this, ma…
I’ll talk to you when you can finally gather your thoughts.”
Click.
I call honey dip up
to see if she can get up
She says scoop her at 8, I say “That’s a bet, mama.”
On the way I get a call from my ex
-two choices: Accept...Reject
I ignore it, 'cause really I don’t need any more stress.
New Voicemail.
Get to shorty crib…pull up in the 7.45
At 7:45
Tell me why I see another car in the driveway?
Sheist!
I think whoa…she's not my girl- I cant call it cheating if she's with another
But what the hell do you call this if we're messing with each other?
My ex would never ever do these things…
Riding home I’m thinking, damn, how could I mistreat a blessing?
Oh, I forgot…I had a message
From the one and only…
Listened to it, didn't like what it said 2 me…
“The reason I don’t tell you how I feel
everyday, is because I feel that you already know the deal.
Why do I have to tell you over and over
that my love for you bubbles like vinegar and baking soda?
Why do I have to say again and again
that I have to be your girl, my love for you is too deep to be your friend?
Why do I have to repeat and repeat
That you’re the only person who makes me complete?
You wiped my teary eyes when I couldn’t see
soft kisses and massages when I couldn't sleep
Took good care of me when I was sick
and for some reason you feel I don't appreciate this...
Even though I try and show you with my actions, its tough
because you always act as if what I do is never enough.
Do you have to hear this all the time- I can't just show
-or is your self esteem really that low...
that you can't just go along, trust what I say once
-instead you explode like a fucking gun?
Fine, go head, do you as I do me.
I’ll be okay when the pain is done piercing through me
Just know this…you lost something good
And since you couldn't handle me, I know somebody could.
Have a nice life.”

Peace & Blessings
Lu

Late night call

Um...wow.
T-Pain made it popular...and it made him successful.
Snoop Dogg used it to make a huge hit, yet kept his same style...
Lil Wayne now uses it frequently like lean, and he calls himself T-Wayne...
I was skeptical until Lolipop...
Heard the sone, and now I let it slide...lol
But no...not this.
Soulja Boy- who had the whole WORLD (literally) doing his dance in 07 is now trying this Computer Love type voice thing that seems to be the latest trend....
and it sounds TERRIBLE.
Don't believe me?
Take a listen


And then what's worse is the fact that the lyrics and beat are as bad as the sound of his voice!
Ugh...SB needs to step his game up. He's currently losing
Peace & Blessings
Lu

Derrick

For those that haven't seen this yet, a guy named Derrick was randomly interviewed by a reporter who seemed to think that if he gave Derrick the 3rd degree, he would slip up in his words...
He was proven terribly wrong.



Boooosssteeeedddd! lol
Derrick held it down and supported himself...
Honestly, I don't think I could have shot back answers like he did...

Actually, I know I couldn't.
I've been in this position before.
I was wearing my 'Obama for president' T-shirt, and a friend of mine asked me why I wanted him to be president.
I choked up...
I mean, I know why I voted for him! There are plenty of reasons... Random reasons besides the fact that he's much more attractive than the competition- in all ways.
But she just put me on the spot, and I felt really stupid afterwards. Thank God a friend of mine saved me, and started to argue with her...all the way off the bus.
While I just listened...
I felt so dumb...
Especially after seeing this video!
Derrick saw how much hype his video was stirring up, so he made a response...



wow.
Don't I feel even dumber...lol.
He's an inspiration to exercise my brain, I swear...lol.
Ever since I've watched this video, I've been doing just that!
So for all of you out there who're supporting Obama, but want some hard evidence, memorize these 2 videos!
Hope you enjoyed.

Peace & Blessings
Lu

There is strength in love...

Old post 2/4/08

I was having a nice conversation with my ex- girlfriend, and she told me she truly believed that you need another person to be there if you're truly trying to get over somebody.

It's amazing how much I disagree...
this whole time I've been trying to get over her without using someone else, because I believe the feelings I have for the 'rebound' won't be real, and I'd hate to hurt a woman by using her so I won't be alone, or lonely.

I've been fighting it out, not trying to get with anybody, and just trying to make myself better- so when I'm ready for another relationship, it'll be because I want one, and not because I just want someone there to fill the vacancy. I would no longer be hurting, so I wouldn't take out my pain and anguish on my other...
...My mind will be fresh, and ready for another battle in this war called love...
...the fight over hearts.

There is strength in love...
which is how I know I was truly in it.
When I should have hated her, I continued to love her, and when I should have been gone, I stayed around.
She could do something terrible to me, and I'd disregard it in order to be with her, because I knew how good we could be.
There is strength in love...

I guess this explains the late night call she received from some guy as I was sitting there helping her study.
The proof in the pudding...
she said it out of her mouth...
Usually you give people your number when you're interested in them...right?
There IS a such thing as a fake number, right?
She claims she's bothered that I may be getting over her...
no...I think she just wants the upper hand. She wants me to be miserable while she holds all the power she knows she has...
or had...
It's cool though, because he holds letters, and that's never good. They can enjoy their flings, and late night convos...soon it'll die down and she'll realize he's not worth it, because he's not me.
80/20 % rule...he seems like a better choice because he comes with no work...
But in the long run...
What a downgrade...hahaha.
But I aint trippin.

Peace & Blessings
Lucius McCall

Registration



It's 7:10 am...
Do you know what Lucius is doing...?
He got up at 6...
And he's sitting in front of a computer...
Guess yet?
Ugh...
It's registration time, and if you're a college student, you understand exactly where I'm coming from.
For some reason, registration this time around was at 7am, when it used to be at 9...
You can only ask God why.
So I get up early...drag myself out of bed...and head to the library- half a mile away.
I finally reach the library, and I see one of my good friends, Mr. Rich, along with dozens of other people waiting to start registering. I link up with Rich, and take a look around.
The Internet Cafe is open, and that's completely full with a waiting line.
I was planning on going to the second floor, maybe even the third, but to my surprise- a gate is pulled down to block it's way!
At the time, it's 6:55...
I needed to get to a computer- in five minutes- five minutes ago.
Rich starts to look around, and like the army man he seems to be, he spots an opening that can get us upstairs...
A rope used to prevent people from going into the library, and an elevator beyond that.
He started to go under the rope.
I laughed and told him to stop- I know how the librarians are. They're Nazis, I guess police academy rejects! If they caught him trying to sneak into the closed off area of the library, they'd probably have his head...
He looked around, and did it anyway. I told him that if he gets through, I'm with him.
Well what do you know? He gets by.
I sneak under the rope as well.
He pressed the button for the elevator, backs up, and remains hidden behind a wall like a CIA agent. He says the elevator will make noise, so we can't be near it.
I doubted the librarians would be paying attention, but I followed the orders.
First floor- going up, said the elevator...
smart move.
So we waddle to the elevator and try not to make too much noise, because we're at the point of no return, and also at the point of if caught...who knows what the protector of books would do to us!

Calvin couldn't have said it any better...
But anyway, we get in the elevator, and get to the second floor, where there is an area of ALL computers. It's where students go to do their 'computer stuff'...The floor where you DON'T go if you want to get work done.
The computers just call you...they whisper your name if you manage to walk past them and sit at a desk...
They call you...with a soothing voice...until you finally decide, hey...maybe if I get on the computer for a LITTLE bit, it won't hurt...I need to take a break between studying anyway- when you haven't even STARTED studying!
I know it's not just me...lol.
Anyway, Rich is about to exit the elevator, but I pull him back in and tell him not to. The librarian that we were dodging has a straight view of the second floor, and as soon as she saw us beyond that gate...hmph.
He said I was right, surprising, because when it comes to Rich, he's always right!
I smiled to myself as we headed to the third floor, where there was a computer classroom. I prayed that it was open, because unlike the second floor where the computers are available in mass, the computer classroom had a door- that could be locked.
We get to the third floor, ignore the talking elevator, and sneak up to the classroom.
"I hope it's open." Rich says.
Stole the thought from my mind.
Thief.
I do the honors, and wallah(sp), the door opens!
"Bingo!" Rich says as we step in and turn on the lights.
It's now 7, and registration has STARTED.
I'm not sweating too much though, because there were dozens of children sitting downstairs waiting for a free computer- those without a laptop, or those who refused to spend the night in the library.
As I logged into the computer, rich was talking alot about bucking the system...and about how if I hang with him, I get free access, and blah...lol. No disrespect, but I was too focused on getting these classes. I was already behind the race.\
I log in, and try to add my first class, and....
System Error. You may register on- tomorrow?!
What the hell?! I wondered. Why??
I went to see if I had any holds- dues to pay the school that hold your access to your transcripts, and prevent you from registering...
none.
Then what was the problem??

{Sigh}...as if I didn't have enough stress on me already.
ooouuusssssaaaaaa! (where are the blue berriesssssssss? LOL- JK! But seriously...)
If you're registering, good luck...I hope you get the classes you need.
As for me...it's in God's hands.

Peace & Blessings
Lu

P.S. At the end of the day, the next day I woke up early and didn't have to run to the library, because there was nobody inside the comp lab in my apartment complex...
So I sat there and found the classes I needed at times I wanted!
So everything worked out! :-)