New Resolution...

Down a few notes/ blogs before this one, you may have read a note about my thoughts and resolutions for 2008. I figured it was pretty complete, but not finished...dig?
Then I realized...I forgot one resolution- an important one.
Here it is...

• I resolve to no longer be with dumb girls! No, scratch that...that's all wrong. Let me reword...
• I resolve to no longer be dumb with girls! Haha...it's crazy how switching words around can make something exceedingly different. But seriously...

I've been dumb with women in the past...I give them the benefit of the doubt, and refuse to believe the truth unless it burns me in the face, er- heart.

I choose to think what I would love to think, believe what I want to believe, and forget everything else...just cuz I want to be happy.

Like my ex...she refused to tell me that she didn't love me anymore and didn't wanna be with me, and didn't find me sexually attractive anymore (no worries, alot of other women think i am...I hope...lol), and basically was bored with me. She told me everything but that- excuse after excuse after excuse....but showed me that that was exactly how she felt.

And I believed her words and stayed around like a lovesick puppy with nowhere to go...

And I know she was probably pulling her hair thinking 'Damnit, when is this boy going to get it?! Is he stupid?? I'm done with him! What do I have to do for him to get it?!'

Well maybe she shouldn't lie to me...lol. That works too.

How about my ex to the second power who cheated on me with a girl...
she told me in all her actions that she was gay, but I ignored it cuz she TOLD me she wasn't. Blah

In conclusion...
Guys, girls- if somebody shows you who they are, believe them.
Please.

Peace & Blessings
Lucius McCall